high magick report

For Howie, by Sonal Bhaskaran

4th Rib on Right Side

Blocks all along the rib were created from holding on to some grievances, specifically feelings of injustice or perceived wrongs around external responsibilities you have or had in the past. They were tied with giving or acting from a place of frustration or obligation rather than alignment. And this may have caused feelings of being undervalued, aggrieved, or unacknowledged in situations where you've overextended himself.

2nd Toe on Right Foot

Blocks here were causing challenges around direction and moving forward with clarity. There was some kind of hesitancy or frustration in taking the next steps in life owing to a fear of making the wrong decision.

Pathway from 2nd Toe to the ankle bone (Right Foot)

There were blocks supressing the flow of support and mobility both physically and energetically, causing a resistance to fully ground yourself which has led to moments of feeling stuck and frustrated.

Right Sternocleidomastoid (The Bit from your neck that follows your shoulder and front of chest

Blocks here were creating difficulties in turning away from old grudges or even old narratives that some situations created for you.

Appendix

There was a fair bit of stored anger and resentment, and blocks here were hindering your ability to process and release outdated emotions around past events and a couple of relationships in the past.

Inside Left Nostril

Blocks here created difficulty in accepting or embracing new experiences, receiving love or support, and trusting your own inner guidance which was amplified with the resistance to change.

Behind the Back of Right Ear

As above, there was resistance to tuning into your own inner wisdom or fully trust what you know, or know you need to do.

The Word: Secluded/Seclusion

I was given this word and it pointed to a deep sense of emotional isolation, where grievances or frustrations may have been internalised rather than expressed or resolved. So it's key now to be honest with yourself and ask yourself what emotions you're locking away that sometimes make you withdraw from situations or people that could help you. It felt like a protective shield, but one that's created a sense of stagnation stopping you from maybe building what it is you wanted to deep down.

Alchemical Clearing and Journey

So we went on what's called an alchemical release journey, where it was as if you were diving up into the sky towards the peak of a mountain where you were removing debris from the world you were looking down upon.

It was like an ascension of self, leaving behind the weight of old grievances and clearing emotional and energetic debris from your life. But they weren't big huge pieces, lots of tiny ones that symbolised a lot of small experiences that have built up into a big block.

I did a few rituals to fill the spaces where I removed the blocks and to help anchor you into the new space. It's super important to drink a lot of water over the coming days and rest when your body tells you to as you'll be shifting energy in your body a lot.

Also SUPER IMPORTANT to let things out raw without judgement, so any emotions or feelings - anger, sadness, etc - and that's what this space is for as well, sometimes it can feel really cathartic and reassuring to write it all out so that it's not swimming in your head consciously or subconsciously.

The session was interesting as it wasn't like you had a load of anger you were just consistently "miffed" or aggrieved about things

Not all of this may resonate and that's also ok, just see what comes up for you as whatever does is what needs to be let go of.